Then I found myself staring blankly at one corner with a sweet smile. After finishing my business with my previous company. I rushed down to the nearest store where I can get food for my tummy. I was starving and i can't wait for my food to be served.
After eating, I'm feelin so stuffed that I couldn't even get up and I have to rest for a while. A little later couple more sip of soda, then a light suddenly blank over my mind. Memories jumped back months and years ago.
I just remember one sweet little thing that you have done way back for me. I was suffering too much pain caused by the girl kinda thing that happened to us every month of their adolescence age. I remembered you used to make me one of those Swiss hot chocolate drink to be served by you in your bed, and you'll hold the cup while I take a sip of it. This is the first thing you would do if I'm in pain, any kind of pain, stomach ache, fever, cold, and my monthly kinda thing to let the pain go away.
That simple thing mean so much to me. It brought my mind how painful it was, that I couldn't even eat well, I can't enjoy watching movie with you on your laptop, I can't get up my ass on bed and feelin' lazy to just feel the soft sheet of your bed and pillow cases. The pain is really killing me but you are there keep mixin' this chocolate drink for me. I feel no fear but joy having you seated beside me doing your thing and keeping an eye on me.
Then "PAM!" it snapped and I'm back to the reality. I suddenly felt the same pain having my girly kinda thing. I looked around and there's no one would get and make me the same chocolate drink I used to have before.
Now I'm in pain and trying to convince myself to wake up cause i will never gonna get a taste of those hot chocolate from the same person that I feel so special at that very moment.
Never again...
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