Is it not possible to be friends with your Ex- Boyfriend?

I've been to different kind of relationship in my life since I was 16. That is when I had my first boyfriend, I was 3rd year high school then. There is the thing we called first love, pupply love, infatuation, victim of cheating, victim of third party kinda thing, love triangle, jealousy, and victim of incompatibility, misunderstanding, cruel, and selfish love.


I'm the type of gal who always think after breaking up with the person I loved to be friends with them. I always do, and I always hope for it to happen. Cause I just don't want to throw away everything that we had. For me there is no pictures to burn at all. I give importance to all the people that come and go to my life and for sure to value them as much as I can. It took me, him, us to build this thing that we had and I can't give it away just like that. But it never happened till it was 3 years or so after not seeing and talking to each other. No one knows, No one can tell. 


I have this attitude and it's always on my mind that no matter how much pain that person brought in my life, I would still want to cut the line between us in the niciest way that I can think of. I know that there must be a good reason as to why we didn't make it together as a good couple or I should say that our relationship didn't last longer as what we expect that it is us who is right for each other. But I guess, were not.


I have tried 3 or 4 more attempts to be friends with my Ex- boyfriend, but it was futile. I was haunted by the pain, depression, sweet nothings of him over and over and over again. The more I keep myself attached to him and live inside me is making me feel blue as days passed by. 


There are times that even you two are just friends, you can't avoid to bring up what happened from the past. Just like a skeleton jumps out of the closet and then BOOM! friendship will again turn into a nightmare of your life.


Either way, you will be hurt.. You stay in the relationship or you leave.. it will sure hurt you. That's part of the whole game of love. Love is a wonderful feeling whom you can share to the person you truly love. It is more appreciated and delightful if that person whom you share it with is the person you always think about everyday of your life. Someone you love the most, person laying beside you in bed with arms around to each other, talking about the life you wanted to be, and building your future together. 


All of these will be gone in just a blink of an eye. Yes it will! And you can never be friends with the person you loved till few years you have not seen eachother and only time would decide if your path will cross along the way.






Treat your special someone as if everyday is the last day. Cause you will never know if tomorrow you still have them next to you saying.............
"Good morning.. iloveyou"